The Harvest Is Plenty

When I was approached about writing a little something something for the production team; maybe something I’ve learned with God, something I’m walking in now, or something I’ve discovered about production overall; I was a bit “taken back” to be honest. It was something I needed a minute (or days) to process and sit in. Who am I to express these thoughts? What gives me the authority to share my opinion? Where does my story begin?

My first feeling of being drawn to serve at PC3 started the moment I walked into the Leland campus. The ambience of the lights, the thump of the kick drum, the roar of guitars, as well as the overwhelming feeling of a loving and welcoming atmosphere. These were things I had seen before but for some reason on this particular morning it hit me straight in the feels. I had to find a way to be a part of what was happening here and lucky for me there was an open invitation.

“Come meet with our host team and we’ll help get you plugged in” or something along those lines was broadcast as a come one come all summons. Still though, the questions loomed in my mind. “Where do I fit in? What will I enjoy and find fulfillment in? What is my calling”. It was a time in my life where I knew I had a hunger and a thirst for more but, often found myself filling that void with unsubstantial nutrients.

Initially I was gung-ho and dead set that I would find a way to be a part of the worship team. I LOVE playing music and sharing it with others. I know the wholesome feeling a good worship set that slaps can bring to someone and I HAD to get in on that somehow. But when I look back as to why I was so enthusiastic about the whole thing it wasn’t for all the right reasons. I had yet to be enlightened on what serving truly is.

Fast forward a few months and three dozen conversations later and you would find me deeply involved in multiple avenues across PC3. With some hard conversations, sturdy guidance, and humbling Godly leadership I had doors and opportunities open for me that I never could have imagined. From leading worship in Leland, to being involved with student ministries, to eventually regularly serving as part of the production team for overflow (oooooohhhhhh yeahhhhhh) at the Wilmington campus. I had fully immersed myself into serving however and whenever I could. And while there were many moments of fulfillment I still couldn’t help but feel a sense of emptiness. That feeling of going through the motions because it’s “what you’re supposed to do”.

I had to take a step back. Not just a single step but more of a graceless tumble. A tumble that led me back to where I was but this time I had molded a circumstance where I found myself completely alone.... WITH GOD. On paper it may look or sound like a place of isolation but I found it was exactly where I needed to be. A place I could be vulnerable, authentic, and mull over the questions in my heart and mind. Why am I here? What is my purpose? The more time I spent ALONE with God the more things began to become clear. It wasn’t always a “voice” type of thing saying go here, do this, NOT THAT but more of just an eye opener. A learning

experience and a deeper relationship. I wasn’t always sure what to pray or what scripture to read so I turned my attention to the words written in red.

Matthew 9:37-38 is one of the teachings that stood out to me. 37 “He said to his disciples, “The harvest is great, but the workers are few. 38 So pray to the Lord who is in charge of the harvest; ask him to send more workers into his fields.” Jesus wasn’t talking about baling hay either. He was harvesting souls for God’s kingdom. Something that even a country boy who’s ambition far exceeds his talent could understand.

I’ve often been told I’m outgoing, encouraging, and have the natural ability to sway a room. Unlike a thermometer that tells you what the temperature is, I’m more of a thermostat, controlling the overall feel of those around me in the room. I’m not entirely sure how much truth there is to that to be honest but it’s something I’ve worked on accepting that the good Lord blessed me with. It’s something I’ve used to shift my perspective on how I can use my gifts to efficiently serve Him.

These days you can still find me serving at Overflow with the production team every other Tuesday night. Often behind the scenes switching CG from one lyric to the next or changing slides for the message. But this year in particular has been special. It’s more than just pressing a button or clicking a screen. Each week I’ve had the opportunity to meet someone new, share interactions and stories, teach them what I’m doing, learn about who they are, watch them grow within the team, and most importantly share a walk with God.

I know I’ve said a lot to make a simple point..... and my train of thought flows about as well as a cold jar of molasses. My take away through my journey has been this; production, worship team, host team, whatever it may be; how you serve is more than what the five senses can grasp. It’s greater than a flamboyant light set up, a boisterous worship set, the perfect camera shot, the companionship of meeting up with friends. It’s about reaching people and walking together with Christ. Growing not only in your own walk but being a part of others as well. Producing a harvest from a field that has ripened.

You may find my story completely unrelated but there is some truth to it. I’m not saying what we do each week is easy or holds no weight but I know it’s not the end either. Mistakes are made, tech problems arise, unforeseen circumstances try to diminish morale. If it’s a complete failure or a total revival, I know at some point I’ve used my gift and the opportunity at hand to make a connection with someone. I’ve not only reached out to others but allowed them to be a part of my walk as well. That’s the best part of what we are doing; giving, receiving, and growing together as children of God.

Jamie Bordeaux